Daa 2009. welcome 2010!!

ska2. suda mao new year. hehee. but cbe kte muhasabah blk 2009. cewah! hehee. emm to me 2009 was great and was a sad year for me. why am i say it so because one of my DISASTER was out and she's gone. mmg sdey gile time tuh. almost 3 years i've been with her then dye pgy cmtuh je. mao ta sdey. one of my besties and a gud friend. she's a nice gurl.

then, wht else?? yeah. i dpt rmai sgt kwan bru. hehee. best2. dat da best part la. hehee. da worst part was i gduh ngan bdk batch i sndiri. do i care all dat?? hehee. i ta kesah lnsung. huhuu.

wht else?? i kwn ngan hsband org???? yg tuh mmg damn gile. pnipu plak tuh. i ta sngke kwn ngan org cmtuh. da la ta ngaku. ngok ngek btul. i wish i ta pnah knal lnsung ngan dye. act kan i ta mmilih pon kwn2 i tau. tp i cant accpt klu pnipu. sorok2 status. cam haram je. hehee.

in my stdy plak ok la. tade la trok sgt. pointer pon naik jgk la. hehee. ok la tuh kan? hehee. btw 2009 makes me feel more matured and gud gurl. bgus kan??

so wht gonna happen in 2010??? emm ntah la. i ska ikt flow je. hehee. naik ke trun ke same je bg i. yg pnting i kne grade ngan cmerlang. dats my promise to my parents. bole ke?? emmm.

feeling down sumtimes??

emm. arini cam pnat sgt. pgy 2 tmpat knduri. then trus jln2. hehee. pgy tkar hp angah la. pgy bundle la tp ta beli pon. then pgy umah mak tam. lpak sne lme sket la. hehee. then ajak kak haida. lme sgt ta jmp dye. ape lg klu dye da ade. snapping time la. hehee. as usual my sista and brother la yg poyo2 mao snap. cam2 posing da. hehee. klaka btul. then mkn kat mcd. hehee. it is so fun to be together with our family kan kan?? but korang pnah rse x ble korang rse down sgt2?? emm. i cam rse arini. pttnye i hepy je today. emm. do not whts wrong with me laa. but im still hepy ok. huhuu. then i edit2 la pic bg hlg mood down i tuh. huhuu. cam poyo je bnyi dye. hehee.

emm. keje kah stdy tros eh??

i knw dis is not da time i ptt dscuss bout dis. but i hve to ok sygs!! i confius nih. xtau mao further stdy or keje je dlu then i stdy blk. dlm ati i mmg mao frther stdy trus. but pk blk i hve to help my dad. cian plak kt dye. pnat dye keje. igt nk la bantu sket2. huhuu. i ni bkn ank yg baik but dis is my chance to help him. cmne eh?? dorang mstila tau yg i ni mao frther stdy i. but ntah la. i mmg confius skang. even i de 6 months to go. emmm. so complicated. huhuu.

damn!! xsdar diri ke kaw 2 hsband org??

i rse ni la kjadian yg pling bdoh jd dlm hdup i tau x!!! act i tgh kwn ngan hsband org!! da la ta ngaku plak 2. ank da nk msuk 2. who do u think u are huh?? kaw mmg cari nhas tau x!! cian kt wife dye sbb dpt laki yg cmtuh. tade rsponsibility lnsung. nk usha ank dara plak tuh. ok mmg dye sgt mude. sgt2 ok. bape umo dye ta pyah la i ckp kat sni. but he's too young. i rse brslah ngan brdosa sgt2 tau x. tp mmber i ckp its ok sbb i xtau. pasni mmg i rject trus any cll from him. i ta kesah mao kwn ok but nape msti tipu?? i mmg ta sangke kt dunia ni ade lg mnusia yg cmtuh. discusting tau x??? i swear to God that i ta pnah kwn ngan org cm kaw ni ok!!!

old skool mates???

hepy gile tau x. on 20th of december i jmp mmber skola lme i ok. ade i, anis, freza,fana and ayu. emm mmg la ta rmai but im hepy. they rily hve a lot of changes ok. da lme sgt i ta jmp dorang. then ble jmp 2 ktorang igt mao tgk muvie. but tade cite yg best pon time tuh. then decide lg finally jln2 at jj sban 2. borak2 la. ngumpat sket. gazet blk story lme2. hehee. klaka abes la. sbb yg pling nkal pon i la. hehee. so hepy. smbil2 mnum kt scret recipe ktorang pon cite la hal msing2. nk wtpe pasni. then decide ble lg mao jmp and make sure rmai la. bru la best. act kan yana ptt ade but dye keje plak. sdey btul. then ktorang lpak city park. snapping photos. as usual la. yg pling over mstila i. hehee. fana la yg bwak. hehee. i mish them so much. hope dat sweet time will always come to me.

suda sttle part time!!!

wahhh!!! finally im finished my part time work. proud to say dat. hehee. anyway fell a bit sad sbb i da tnggalkan kwn2 kt tmpat keje. lots of fun keje ngan dorang even mmg keje 2 sgt byk then sgt pnat. i salute ngan dorang sbb dorang bole keje perfect. hehee. nk dibandingkan ngan i ni. da la ta reti. hehee. sbar jela dorang ngan i ni. to anis thnk u so much dear sbb bg i opportunity to work at ur place. im rily appreciate it. to kwn2 i such as along, abg shukri, wan, fadhil, bdk2 labu, zaf and friends and all those yg byk tlong i thnk u very much. i xkan lpekan korang ok. nt i visit la klu i cuti ok. i will mish all da time dat we had work together. dlm ujan and so on.

amik gf org? huh!

haa. i ade sbb nape i nk post dis title ok. suda trend ke guys ni snggup jd bf no 2?? klu u all follow up dis blog, i ade mention for those gurls yg jd kkasih glep rite?? but now trbalik plak. hey!! i ckp ni based on my experience k. bknnnye i maen create je. so lets share k. i ade la mmber2 ni. i plik jgk ngan dorang. ckp snggup take a risk. then bile gf korang tuh kuar ngan bf dye tau plak korang nk amok. wht the f**k!! ntah pape la. da korang snggup jd kan. tnggung la. pe la. pas 2 ngadu then ble drop sket sdey la. kcewa la. rse cm smpah la. sape suh?? cm la da tade bunge sgt. prcaye jela pd jdoh korang k. klu dye 2 btul2 utk u then grab the opportunity. appreciate dye. bkn ngan care amik dye dri org pnye. mmg la saket. but than la. ati pon ta saket. dri korang saket dgr dye kuar ngan bf dorang. btter korang enjoy ngan mmber ke, ape ke. ntah pape la. klu byk sgt jd cmni btter be single la. ta pyah korang nk pning2 pale ok.

dok umah pon agak bosan ok.

emmm. mmg sgt bosan ok. bkn agak da. mmg la ble suda di perak or klu korang jauh ngan family korang, korang akn ckp cmni,"adoi ble mao blk nih?? bosan gile, duit tade", and so on. btul ke x pe i ckp ni?? btul la kan?? emm so pathetic ok. klu dok umah je cm i ni klu pling best on9 tye kbar mmber yg lme ta jmp da kan?? so wht u expct me to do huh?? stay at home jela. huhuu. pling x pon i tdo. hahaa. pas 2 mama pon bsing. pe la ank dara tdo lme2. hehee. sory la ma. katil best sgt. mnarik nk tdi je. hehee. pas 2 mama i pon geleng kpale then ckp sape la yg kawen ngan ko ni?? hahahaa. who's da lucky man??? mr. right?? mybe yes and mybe no. korang tggu jela k. hehee. korang keje ke cuti nih?? emm best kan klu keje dpt duit. huhuu. bole shopping. mmber i rmai yg praktikal skang. syok gile. i ni next year la. huhuu. klu lpas la. tkot plak.

katering. pnat tp brbaloi2. ngee~

huh! lme gile da ta keje kuat. cm smalam la. so best ble keje blk ngan bdk2 lme. even rmai jep bdk bru. so i keje la dgn smangat nye. hehee. knduri org kawen. ley than la rmainye. i keje ngan bdk skola semenye. mmg la i rse mude gile. hahahaa. prasan je lbih ok. dorang pon not bad la. ta smbong. suh wt keje pon ikt je. hehee. so happy la jgk. tp pnat ta pyah ckp la. sgt2 ok. da lme ta keje cmni la. asik ngadap lptop je. ble keje bru la rse sket cmne. huhuu. haa korang cuti2 nih gi la keje. tade la nk dok umah jep. da la tgh2 tade duit. hehee. emmm. angah plak blk perak. ade ftsal. boboy plak dok jela umah. pmalas pnye bdk! hehee.

KEJE siap!!! hahahaha.

i love dis part meh. hehee. mmg sgt stress ble de keje. adoi. seksa nk siapkan. huhuu. then ble da siap i love it. hehee. cm ta sbar sgt nk blk. jmp mama, papa and pungut (kcing i la). hehee. but a bit worry jgk. sbb tkut keje2 i tuh kne wt blk. ta psl2 kne dtg kolej tuh. klu i ley bwak kete ok jgk. but i ta reti lnsung. lsen pon tade. huhuu. emmm. sda abes HND 3. and im waiting for being HND 4 plak. cm scary je kan? hehee. but dats da fact. im gonna be HND 4 and the stress will be increased (btul ke ayat nih, bntai la). i hve to move on k. i kne prove kt org yg ska hina i. emm. mmg takes time. da dkat 4 thun i blaja. hope i will get the reward 4 being dis hard life. huhuu. hope so.

gilo sngguh!!!

ish!!! geramnye!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why am i being very geram sbb asgmnt kne anta cpt. da la bg lmbat. ish. i mmg ta puas ati la. pas 2 ble mntak anta lmbat cm2 reason plak dye bg. da la ta pham pe yg dye ajar. ish!! sbar jela ngan dye ni. pk da nk abes sem jep. klu x mmg la cm ta ley hdup da. pe la nsb dpt cmni. huhuu.

saat genting for those who are student.

hahaa. time2 cmni la yg i ta ska. saat genting. nape i ckp cmni sbb nk sbmit asgmnt la, final la, project la. argh!! tp bnd2 cmni la kite akn rnd nt. hehee. pape pon mmg sgt tnsion. tdo ta ckup. mate bngkak2. sbuh pon ta tntu tdo lg. mmg stress ta pyah ckp la. hehee. but its fun. ble lg mao mrase cmni. i tye from those yg da keje. dorang miss all time being a student. hehee. so korang manfaatkan la time2 cmni. hehee. so korang kne la pk2 blk.

HND do hve a lot of works!!!!!!!

ala. student lg kan?? mmg la byk keje. tp kos i ni mmg sgt byk. fully asgmnt. ohh sgt byk oke. mle2 mmg cm ta bole bwk. tp housemate i la byk bg kate2 smangat. hehee. klu ta i da gve up da. include my paents. dorang byk bg spport. tatau la mao ckp pe. hehee. kos i nih mmg kne struggle sket. kjar sbmit date. huh! mmg pnat. kdg2 mmg cm poyo jgk. pdhal keje 2 ley siap awl tp last munute kan (org mlayu bese la). hehee. ala krang pon mst sme jgk kan?? hehee. celah la klu korang nk anta n siap awl. hehee. bg i la kan, klu wt awl ni cm ta byk idea kuar(ajaran mne la nih????) last minute cm2 ley kuar idea tuh. hehee. bengong jep. my advice ta pyah la wt last minute. keje pon tade quality. hehee.

kksaih gelap??? prlu ke??

haaa. mmg la cm plik jep bnyinye. tp korang mst tau kan. nowadays rmai bf2 org yg ska ngan kkasih glap nih. to them cm da common n prlu ade. then i tye prlu ke? ta ckup ke ngan awek korang tuh? i pnah tye la kan ngan some guys. reason dorang sbb ta dpt pape dr awek dorang. da tau cmtuh baik korang clashkan je awek korang tuh. couple jela ngan kkasih glap korang tuh. to gurls yg wt cm gitu ta pyah la. kaum korang jgk yg korang tpu tuh. ta baik cgt2. if korang plak yg kne mmg saket sgt tau. huhuu. so korang pk la eh.

mama, please!

yesterday was da horrible day to me. mama was admitted to hospital since 3 days!!! da 3x dye wt cmni. mle2 i agk mrah. tp nk wt cmne. dye nk jge ati ank2 dye. ta bole jgk nk slahkan mama. me as da eldest...pe la yg u all agk i rse?? i hve to confront with my sister and brother. i jgk ta bole nangis. i da jnj ngan my mom dat i hve to storng. but hve i storng enough klu Tuhan amik my mom dis time??? ta pnah trpk kan? korang kne sgt brsyukur sbb mak korang sehat. mama sgt ta sehat. nk borak pon da letih. cian sgt. ble pk blk mmg nk nangis. sdey sgt. biala i ckp dlm ni jep. klu ckp ngan org nt org takan pham. i mmg slalu sgt argue ngan my mom. smpkan klu i tablk dye pling rnd kt i. rnd mao gduh. huhuu. i pon sme. she's da best mom dat i've ever had. i ta pham klu de yg bnci mak dorang. korang kne igt. there's no mom yg wt slah ngan ank melaenkan ngan Tuhan. yg 2 kte xtau tp yg pnting dye tade slah ngan kite. so i nk korang syg ur mom k. jgn wt dye nangis slagi dye ade lg.

im hepy ok without loving u..

em seme org ckp dorang psangan yg sgt serasi. i ta kesah pon. amik ati pon x. lgpon i sntiasa anggp sape2 yg jd ex i seme 2 mmg da tade rzki. so im moving on jela kan. but i ta ska dye sebok2 hal i. kcu i. ltak chewing gum kt beg i. hey!!! igt i ni ape huh? cm bdk2 sngguh. i lnsung ta usik dorang. sgt kejam. ntah la. jeles kot tgk i hdup hepy jep. even no one beside me. i admit it. even time i saket trok skang ni pon nobody with me. sgt pathetic. tp nk wt cmne. i kne la sbar. Tuhan kan dgn org yg sbar. so hve to la k. i ni bkn la kuat sgt pon. ckp org je bole. tp ble tang dri sndiri mmg ta bole. ble la i mao grade??? klu da grade tamo da tgk mke mmat tuh. nympah sngguh. all this thing happen is history rite. so dat i hve to be strong enough k. yay!

updating. takes time k sygs.

sory la. suda lme ta update. huhuu. insyaAllah i will update dis blog as much as i can ya. byk sgt keje la. asgmnt ta pyah ckp la. huhuu. phm la sket eh. hehee. so. whch part i want to start? em.. now suda ade housemate bru. syoknye!!. i dpt byk kwn bru. hehee. so korang tamo la smbong2. nt seme pon mao kwn ngan kite tau. but since now mmg ssh mao blk umah. pity to my mom. sorang jep. yela angah suda kptm epoh. so mmg dye tnggal sorang. slalu jgk i cll dye tye dye cmne. as korag seme kne tau my mom saket. semput yg agk trok la. she hve to always be aware. i hve to remind her evrytime. me as her eldest daughter kan. tnggungjwab tuh. hrgai our parents when they still alive. hehee. poyo jep ckp cm gini. but i slalu jgk wt dye mrah. hehee.

DISASTER reducing????

well. em cm title yg kt ats tuh mmg da krg sorang. she's not here with others but still in our heart k syg. mne klu hang out pon nme dye mst ktorang sbut. so sad!! tp nk wt cmne. life must go on kan. mybe she will sccess in other chllenge. hope ta ptus asa k. u are ver strong gurl. tamo cengeng. huhuu. sdey tau x.

evrything is 21..

emm. suda 21. bday i on 30th. hehee. ta sngke rmai plak yg wish kt i. yg slalu wish tp xwish pon ade jgk. juz sdey sket kek tade dis year. huhuu. kne bli sndiri la. huhuu. pape pon thnx 2 my mom and dad. hehee. kak ly pon blnje pizza. thnx 2 u sys. hehee. hope murah rzki. to those yg igt thnx byk2. ta tau mao ckp pe. put ngan kak azi bg candies yg bsar! saila plak bg presentation yg sgt sweet. trharu sgt kt korang. huhuu. mmg igt smp ble2. huhuu. i mmg ta sbar mao umo 21. hehee. bnyi cm poyo but dats da fact. i trget 21, 25 and 35. hehee. pe trget i..? nnt la k. next post i will tell u. em korang jgn la wt bnd bkn2 time umo cmni. i cm2 da rse. juz mao bgtau jgn la rsakkn dri korang. nnt nyesal. umo cmni skali je tao. poyo je ckp cmni. hehee. i bkn bdk baik. dats why la i ckp cm gini. hehee. btw i akn cpai pe yg i nk dlm hdup. i ska acting. nk sgt pgy casting. hope dpt la kan. hehee. mst u all ckp i ni prasan. hahaa. lntak la. dats my vision. ta mustahil dpt acting ngan fasha sandha. mnat tau x. even rmai ta ska ngan dye. i hve my own reason. hehee.

im da next rawkstar! is it..??

hahaa. nk trglak ble wt title cm gitu..but dat is da fact. always wanna be a rawkstar sumday. but all my friends cm glak2. ta ykin. act i mmg kuat brangan. hehee. mao jd sperstar. but its juz da dream dat will never come true. yes it is. but kdg2 mao try jgk. at least dpt pgy audition pon kire bgus kan.? at least ade pngalaman. i ska mncube. hahaa.
tp klu ade yg tlg api2 ke, bg moral spport ke sure i brani je mao pgy audition. untung2 dpt tros. hahaa. mmg kne bhan klu pgy. but ta slah klu kite try. sumday i will go k. dats wht i want it most in my life. besides i want to be a sccessful women in my life. hehee.
korang ni. ta slah klu mao brangan juz utk kbaikan dri kite. at least kite ade vision utk dri sndiri. kite da ade trget. mne kite mao pgy and pa yg kite mao wat. hehee.
i ska org yg ade spirit yg bgus. i pon blaja seme ni from sumone. i tgk dye then i tau nthing is possible dlm hdup kite. so dat we hve to move on. even la klu i pgy ta dpt mybe de la yg sumthing wrong kan. we hve to be psitive. klu x smp ble kte mao cmni je. hehee.

Ex-bf yg abbusive..?

em i ade msalah klu psl ex2 ni. act i pon xtau naperoblem ni slalu i dpt. i slalu tgk klu da ta cple dorang ley jd bestfriend but not me. why..? i pon xtau. mybe bole tp it may takes time. or mmg ta bole jd lnsung. hahaa. klu ade pon yg nk baik dorang stabber gf dorang sndiri. euuww!! jhat la dorang kan. ta pnah puas ngan pe yg ade. tp yg pling klaka, dorang pnah ckp i ni player n xkan happy in any my relation. how could they say dat..! tp i caye ngan karma. so jgn la rmpas hak orang. cbelu u pnye hak kne rmpas..? pe feel korang..? ohh. so irritating tau. i pnah rse dirmpas n mrampas. sbb 2la i ckp i trust in karma. hahaa. tp ade ex bf yg ska nk revenge kt ex dye blk. so jhat. dlu i pnah je nk wt cm gitu. tp lme2 i pk for wht sake..? at last i jgk yg ta hepy. mmg puas tp jap je tau x. i ckp ni based on my experience. mmg i jhat. tp dlu la. hahaa. skang nk ckp insaf pon ta brani. nt wt lg. hehee. but ade jgk ex bf kite dtg wt baik then mntak bnd yg dorang xdpt ngan gf dorang. mmg bdoh!! dorang ni ptt ta pyah cple. mmg sgt nyakitkan ati. igt sng2 je mao bg. mongok. huhuu. but i've learned a lot. tamo cye ngan dorang ni. bkn ley cye sgt. so dat juz sit bck and thnk wisely klu u all ade msalah ni k.

KPM..? do they knw wht is it..??

hahaa. i mmg akn glak klu ckp psl ni. dorang xtau kolej yg i blaja ni di mne. mle2 mmg la sdih. cm ta femes je kolej i ni kan..? tp at last org da almost tau bout my kolej. hehee. even i kne explain btul2 ngan dorang wht the meaning of my college name. pyah tau x. hehee. skang i da sng ati. hehee. KPM byk knangan utk i. frst, i mmg da ptus hrapan utk stdy lg. ble i pk spm i mmg trok. so dat my parents decided to force me amik sijil kt KPM kuantan. so pity and pathetic. i mmg trpkul sbb mmber i yg laen dpt university. but me..? tp tape. lme2 i thnk positive. i bole move on. juz i mmg kne rjin lg utk achieve another level. hehee. so skang ni i amik diploma. ta sngke sgt. hehee. so da nk abes pon. bout next year la. hehee. ta sngke btul.

my mom is shadow of me..?

em. nape eh i ckp cm gini..? sbb i slalu argue ngan my mom. slalu sgt la. tp klu ktorang ngam mmg ngam gile. tp ble da gdoh fuyyoo..! mmg dasat. hahaa. dosa tau x i ni. gdoh ngan mama. tp wt msra je tau. tp tade la gduh smp 5-6 ari. ta baik tau. juz dat cm protes sket la. i kan muda lg. but u all tamo wt cm 2 k. my dad slalu ckp i ni mmg cm my mom. cre mrah, naik angin, bbel, and many more la. hehee. dats why im saying dat my mom is shadow of me. hehee. sgt scary bnyi dye kan kan..? but dats the fact. ala klu u all pon mst de prsmaan ngan one of ur parents kan..? hehee. sure pnye la. hehee. so dat cbe rnungkan dri u all. then pk baik2. to those yg slalu gduh ngan parents dye btter korang say sorry. no parents in dis world dat do the sins with their children. klu ade pon dye dpt blsan nt k. bad or gud they stil our parents k.

DISASTER. wht is it..??

hahaa. i knw dat if ckp je DISASTER korang cm plik. why DISASTER..? em act i yg bg name 2. in dis group we hve putri, saila, azira and of course me kan..? hehee. only 4 of us. ta lbey ta krg. since when i realize ktorang ngam pon i ta bpe igt la. juz rse cm skepala so dat we dcide to make dis way. hehee. em according to our history, mmg cm DISASTER jgk la ktorang ni. i mean bhaya. ktorang bkn kcu bf org ke, bnuh org ke. ta2. it may hve other meaning by dat k. hehee. ok. we strts frst with azira. dye yg pling tua. ta la tua sgt pon. stahun je. hehee. as kakk, she rily tke care of us. byk advice ktorang. so we all mmg hrmat ngan dye. and dye sgt klaka tau x. hehee. taken of course. hehee. i love u sys. next is saila. em dye sporty gurl. ckp je sukan pe. dye mst xkan hmpakan korang. she knws evrything bout sports. mmg salute fer her. hehee. agk snsitif. yeah gurls kan..? hehee. sgt baik ati tau. dye je yg ade lesen kete fer dis moment. hehee. dye most taller than others. pling pndek i la of course. hehee. and putri. hehee. dye cengeng tp sgt ta brkire. baik sgt. tp dye klu mrah or ta ska dye an diam aja. so dat pham2 jela klu dye da cm 2 k. hehee. she same with me during PIP at indera mahkota, kuantan. so kbetulan dye same plak kt seri iskandar. hehee. dye chbby yg cute. i like 2 cubit pipi dye. hehee. dye rjin msak. hehee. brbanding ktorang yg mlas ni. hehee. ktorang byk plan. mao jln la. tp ktorang seme ska snap da picca. hehee. habit yg ta dpt lpe smp tua. hehee. we all akn sukses in our stdy too. insyaAllah. hehee. i do ove them very damn much. huhuu.

men. mens.

waa. dis title may gve many expression to u guys rite. em niat i bkn na mmbrukkan dorang ni sume tau. juz na kongsi pndpat and mybe we can share our story. or mybe ur story is same as me. who's knw. nothing impossible in dis world nowadays. but act i blieve in our fate. klu kite ta cye so how can we could survive our lives rite..? mens in my life. em mmg rmai. bfore i meet my dearie..mohd ridhwan. many kind of mens i hve met so dat i may learn sumthing from them. do not ever say dat mens are stupid and useless. think of our dad, mybe our brothers, uncles, grandpa and so on. for the firsttime i realize of all dis matter, me also say dat creaps. kite ta bole ckp trus coz tkut kite mlatah. i mean ckp ta srupa bikin la. hehee. pnah je jd kt i. ckp beria then kite ta bwt pon pe yg kite ckp. damn sgt. hehee. cm bdoh. hehee. but now i knw. kite ni kdg2 trmkn ngan our own words. so beware k gurls. hehee. but sumtimes, i got the experience from my friends either. it teaches me a lot k. im sure u all pon sme kan..? yela klu mmber kite story bout their break up ke, gadoh ke. kite mst cm bdohnye jantan. sial la. kan kan..? ta pyah tipu k. huhuu. i pon sme jgk. tp lme2 kne pk blk. jgn mrah je. mybe dorang de mslah dorang. juz jgn jd fire stone da la (batu api). hehee. kite kne peka ngan keadaan skeliling. all this times i blaja dri my dearie. dye sgt pham n understanding. sme la 2 kan kan..? hehee. so pk kan la pe yg i ckp. so dat korang akn jaoh dr prasaan bnci with the mens. i x nafikan dorang ni mmg kdg2 nyakitkan ati. but we hve to face it. we do love them damn much. even korang tamo ngaku. hehee.

starts with..

hye. im nabila. or my full name is nur adzharreen nabilla bte azhari. im daddy's daughter. hahaa. why am i say it so..? because it is true. im quite jealous when my dad love my sister more than me. a bit cruel huh..? hahaa. yes i am. i was born at pusat rawatan islam, kl. almost ten years im at kl and now im at sremban. my dad says dat he want all of us grow at sremban. hehee. sounds quite typical but i knw it is gud for us. i hve three siblings which are one sister and one brother. ktorang sgt rpat. but now we hve to separate. sbb blaja la. hehee. suspens je kan..? but all of us dpt stdy kt prak. hehee. so dpt la blk sme2. im the eldest one. em, mmg bnyi cm ssh but i will try my best to gve hppiness and sccessful to my parents. i knw dat my journey is long way to go. but i hve to be patient. Allah will help and hear my pray. hehee. im a stbborn and pndndam orgnye. yes i am. but i pndam sorang2 je. hehee. sape pon xkn tau. i sgt nkal mse skola. and sgt jhat jgk. pnah je wt mama n papa nangis. because of my behaviour. truk kan..? dlu mlas nk blaja. mlas nk wt ape pon. smp lwan ckp mama n papa. smp dorang da xtau nk wt pe. so trok. but i knw. trok cmne pon they stil love me. and i hve to prove it 2 them. jgn ckp ksong je. hehee.i try it now. sbb time ni la i akn try to do my best. and xnk kwin cpt2. hehee. gatal.