kksaih gelap??? prlu ke??

haaa. mmg la cm plik jep bnyinye. tp korang mst tau kan. nowadays rmai bf2 org yg ska ngan kkasih glap nih. to them cm da common n prlu ade. then i tye prlu ke? ta ckup ke ngan awek korang tuh? i pnah tye la kan ngan some guys. reason dorang sbb ta dpt pape dr awek dorang. da tau cmtuh baik korang clashkan je awek korang tuh. couple jela ngan kkasih glap korang tuh. to gurls yg wt cm gitu ta pyah la. kaum korang jgk yg korang tpu tuh. ta baik cgt2. if korang plak yg kne mmg saket sgt tau. huhuu. so korang pk la eh.

mama, please!

yesterday was da horrible day to me. mama was admitted to hospital since 3 days!!! da 3x dye wt cmni. mle2 i agk mrah. tp nk wt cmne. dye nk jge ati ank2 dye. ta bole jgk nk slahkan mama. me as da eldest...pe la yg u all agk i rse?? i hve to confront with my sister and brother. i jgk ta bole nangis. i da jnj ngan my mom dat i hve to storng. but hve i storng enough klu Tuhan amik my mom dis time??? ta pnah trpk kan? korang kne sgt brsyukur sbb mak korang sehat. mama sgt ta sehat. nk borak pon da letih. cian sgt. ble pk blk mmg nk nangis. sdey sgt. biala i ckp dlm ni jep. klu ckp ngan org nt org takan pham. i mmg slalu sgt argue ngan my mom. smpkan klu i tablk dye pling rnd kt i. rnd mao gduh. huhuu. i pon sme. she's da best mom dat i've ever had. i ta pham klu de yg bnci mak dorang. korang kne igt. there's no mom yg wt slah ngan ank melaenkan ngan Tuhan. yg 2 kte xtau tp yg pnting dye tade slah ngan kite. so i nk korang syg ur mom k. jgn wt dye nangis slagi dye ade lg.

im hepy ok without loving u..

em seme org ckp dorang psangan yg sgt serasi. i ta kesah pon. amik ati pon x. lgpon i sntiasa anggp sape2 yg jd ex i seme 2 mmg da tade rzki. so im moving on jela kan. but i ta ska dye sebok2 hal i. kcu i. ltak chewing gum kt beg i. hey!!! igt i ni ape huh? cm bdk2 sngguh. i lnsung ta usik dorang. sgt kejam. ntah la. jeles kot tgk i hdup hepy jep. even no one beside me. i admit it. even time i saket trok skang ni pon nobody with me. sgt pathetic. tp nk wt cmne. i kne la sbar. Tuhan kan dgn org yg sbar. so hve to la k. i ni bkn la kuat sgt pon. ckp org je bole. tp ble tang dri sndiri mmg ta bole. ble la i mao grade??? klu da grade tamo da tgk mke mmat tuh. nympah sngguh. all this thing happen is history rite. so dat i hve to be strong enough k. yay!

updating. takes time k sygs.

sory la. suda lme ta update. huhuu. insyaAllah i will update dis blog as much as i can ya. byk sgt keje la. asgmnt ta pyah ckp la. huhuu. phm la sket eh. hehee. so. whch part i want to start? em.. now suda ade housemate bru. syoknye!!. i dpt byk kwn bru. hehee. so korang tamo la smbong2. nt seme pon mao kwn ngan kite tau. but since now mmg ssh mao blk umah. pity to my mom. sorang jep. yela angah suda kptm epoh. so mmg dye tnggal sorang. slalu jgk i cll dye tye dye cmne. as korag seme kne tau my mom saket. semput yg agk trok la. she hve to always be aware. i hve to remind her evrytime. me as her eldest daughter kan. tnggungjwab tuh. hrgai our parents when they still alive. hehee. poyo jep ckp cm gini. but i slalu jgk wt dye mrah. hehee.

DISASTER reducing????

well. em cm title yg kt ats tuh mmg da krg sorang. she's not here with others but still in our heart k syg. mne klu hang out pon nme dye mst ktorang sbut. so sad!! tp nk wt cmne. life must go on kan. mybe she will sccess in other chllenge. hope ta ptus asa k. u are ver strong gurl. tamo cengeng. huhuu. sdey tau x.

evrything is 21..

emm. suda 21. bday i on 30th. hehee. ta sngke rmai plak yg wish kt i. yg slalu wish tp xwish pon ade jgk. juz sdey sket kek tade dis year. huhuu. kne bli sndiri la. huhuu. pape pon thnx 2 my mom and dad. hehee. kak ly pon blnje pizza. thnx 2 u sys. hehee. hope murah rzki. to those yg igt thnx byk2. ta tau mao ckp pe. put ngan kak azi bg candies yg bsar! saila plak bg presentation yg sgt sweet. trharu sgt kt korang. huhuu. mmg igt smp ble2. huhuu. i mmg ta sbar mao umo 21. hehee. bnyi cm poyo but dats da fact. i trget 21, 25 and 35. hehee. pe trget i..? nnt la k. next post i will tell u. em korang jgn la wt bnd bkn2 time umo cmni. i cm2 da rse. juz mao bgtau jgn la rsakkn dri korang. nnt nyesal. umo cmni skali je tao. poyo je ckp cmni. hehee. i bkn bdk baik. dats why la i ckp cm gini. hehee. btw i akn cpai pe yg i nk dlm hdup. i ska acting. nk sgt pgy casting. hope dpt la kan. hehee. mst u all ckp i ni prasan. hahaa. lntak la. dats my vision. ta mustahil dpt acting ngan fasha sandha. mnat tau x. even rmai ta ska ngan dye. i hve my own reason. hehee.

im da next rawkstar! is it..??

hahaa. nk trglak ble wt title cm gitu..but dat is da fact. always wanna be a rawkstar sumday. but all my friends cm glak2. ta ykin. act i mmg kuat brangan. hehee. mao jd sperstar. but its juz da dream dat will never come true. yes it is. but kdg2 mao try jgk. at least dpt pgy audition pon kire bgus kan.? at least ade pngalaman. i ska mncube. hahaa.
tp klu ade yg tlg api2 ke, bg moral spport ke sure i brani je mao pgy audition. untung2 dpt tros. hahaa. mmg kne bhan klu pgy. but ta slah klu kite try. sumday i will go k. dats wht i want it most in my life. besides i want to be a sccessful women in my life. hehee.
korang ni. ta slah klu mao brangan juz utk kbaikan dri kite. at least kite ade vision utk dri sndiri. kite da ade trget. mne kite mao pgy and pa yg kite mao wat. hehee.
i ska org yg ade spirit yg bgus. i pon blaja seme ni from sumone. i tgk dye then i tau nthing is possible dlm hdup kite. so dat we hve to move on. even la klu i pgy ta dpt mybe de la yg sumthing wrong kan. we hve to be psitive. klu x smp ble kte mao cmni je. hehee.