mama, please!

yesterday was da horrible day to me. mama was admitted to hospital since 3 days!!! da 3x dye wt cmni. mle2 i agk mrah. tp nk wt cmne. dye nk jge ati ank2 dye. ta bole jgk nk slahkan mama. me as da eldest...pe la yg u all agk i rse?? i hve to confront with my sister and brother. i jgk ta bole nangis. i da jnj ngan my mom dat i hve to storng. but hve i storng enough klu Tuhan amik my mom dis time??? ta pnah trpk kan? korang kne sgt brsyukur sbb mak korang sehat. mama sgt ta sehat. nk borak pon da letih. cian sgt. ble pk blk mmg nk nangis. sdey sgt. biala i ckp dlm ni jep. klu ckp ngan org nt org takan pham. i mmg slalu sgt argue ngan my mom. smpkan klu i tablk dye pling rnd kt i. rnd mao gduh. huhuu. i pon sme. she's da best mom dat i've ever had. i ta pham klu de yg bnci mak dorang. korang kne igt. there's no mom yg wt slah ngan ank melaenkan ngan Tuhan. yg 2 kte xtau tp yg pnting dye tade slah ngan kite. so i nk korang syg ur mom k. jgn wt dye nangis slagi dye ade lg.